In My Skin

 
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IN MY SKIN -- released 3/31/19 -- is the Experience Rock Epic that we all deserve.

The journey towards mental wellness is never straightforward. This song is all about what it is like to live “in our skin”.

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Lyrics:

I know that I'm beautiful

Looking back on my life

Has it always been like a constant itch

Dry hands, heartache, these tired old joints

Butterflies in my stomach never seem to fly away

Do other hearts beat this hard

Are there other hands that shake this much

Sometimes I wonder if it's too late

Would things be better if I medicate

I've tried to hush the screaming snake

Comfort in my skin is all I crave

Please understand I'm doing the very best I can

I'm aware of my flaws, weaknesses

Yet here I am

I know that I'm beautiful but down inside

Sometimes I want to abandon life

Give up, quit, run and hide

A battle with my mind that I have to win

This downward spiral will not begin

That's what it's like in my skin

Sometimes I wonder

Was I too withdrawn to cry when I was born

Was I eloquent, did I do it right

Was my first breath relaxed or tense

In my life I've learned the art of suppression, smile like a mannequin

Here I am, and you can't tell if I'm fine or panicking

When did this become my life

Closing my door is the day's highlight

I feel I've become a slave

Comfort in my skin is all I crave

Please understand I'm doing the very best I can

I'm aware of my flaws, weaknesses

Yet here I am

I know that I'm beautiful but down inside

Sometimes I want to abandon life

Give up, quit, run and hide

A battle with my mind that I have to win

This downward spiral will not begin

That's what it's like in my skin

I know that I'm beautiful but down inside

Sometimes I want to abandon life

Give up, quit, run and hide

A battle with my mind that I have to win

This downward spiral will not begin

That's what it's like in my skin

 

© Fat Stallion, Diverted Music Group 2019

Big Break

 
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BIG BREAK -- released 7/21/18 -- is the third single from our full-length album Diverted Eyes! Inspired by our comradery, we hope that it helps inspire you to reach your goals!

 
Huge thanks to our friend Joey ( @w.media ) for putting together this awesome art!!

Huge thanks to our friend Joey (@w.media) for putting together this awesome art!!

 

Lyrics:

Pointing at the constellations
He tells the stories written in the sky
But the twinkle in his eyes are just reflections
And when we speak of stars I know that we can fly

With songs and sails on the wings of angels
With a future as bright as the ember inside your heart

Now I know
This is my big break
With you and me and whatever it will take
We always knew
This story is all I can make
We will show
That this is our big break

Cowering from lacerations
They tell of times that greater men fell
But the trees scream speculation
And you plant the seeds where no one else can tell

A word of vice in a world of advice
To force a notion of failure brings passion back to life

Now I know
This is my big break
With you and me and whatever it will take
We always knew
This story is all I can make
We will show
That this is our big break

Now I know (now I know)
This is my big break
Now I know
Without a doubt inside my mind
With whatever it will take (now I know)
Big break (big break)
Big break (big break)
With you

Pointing at the constellations
We write the stories retold in the sky
Commanding every new creation
The stars shine brightest inside your eyes

Day or night what a joyous light
With a future as bright as the ember inside your heart

Now I know
This is my big break
With you and me and whatever it will take
We always knew
This story is all I can make
We will show
That this is our big break

 

© Fat Stallion, Diverted Music Group 2018